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Tuesday, 14 July 2009
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Here With Me
By Jennifer O'Connor
Always in You're Mind
see relatedAlways in your mind
So how can one person change your mood so drastically?
Never be afraid to speak you mind. Don't look down so much- you're too pretty for that. That's not good enough you need more options! I don't know how we're gonna make it this year, but God will provide away. You haven't done that yet? I have no answer... why aren't you dating anyone? Save save save. You have college loans? You'll never know unless you take risk. Indeed. You're not perfect. You really should start studying. April who?
Tell me why you were the fist person I wanted to talk to when I got back, when I felt scared, when he called?
Friday, 06 June 2008
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I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!
Wednesday, 16 May 2007
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RANDOM THOUGHT FOR THE DAY!
BOO! DID I SCARE YOU?
Wednesday, 31 January 2007
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Currently Listening
20th Century Masters - The Millennium Collection: The Best of Tears for Fears
By Tears for Fears
o3- sOwiNg tHe sEedS oF LoVe
see related"Are you like a crazy person?"
GuESs wHo JuSt PLAyEd muSicAl cHaIrs in front of everyone in the cafeteria. I'll give you a clue...it was me! That was actually very invigorating, and completely out of ChaRAcTer....I ThInK I LiKeD iT.
Sunday, 14 January 2007
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Currently Listening
It's All Coming Back to Me Now
By Meat Loaf
see relatedRatings and Ravings…
So I was praying with a group of friends and as we went around the circle suddenly everything fell silent. That was a scary moment for me. In silence all you can hear is what’s in you head. Everything that’s wrong with you all the things you should be doing or can’t do, but I think the scariest thing is when some how you manage to quiet even your thoughts and God speaks to you. Why is it that being quiet is so hard to do and when you do it you wish you didn’t have to?
Another scary thing is, as one of my close friends likes to say is, “putting myself in a precarious situation” When is it ok to share your feeling with some and when is it not? I, believe or not, have a fear of intimacy. I would love to just say hey, this is who I am and this is why, but I can only relay those feelings to certain people and even then it’s only if you've already figured me. Why should I feel my actions, beliefs, fears, and anxieties need to justified. Some one once told me "Never apologize for stating how you feel. This is your place, we are just lucky enough to be able to share it with you." Unfortunatley the fear of being a nuisance is just something I can’t help feel. Now you may be wondering why I'm spilling (some) of my guts out on xanga if I'm afraid of sharing my feelings. Well I figure, the only people who would read my xanga are the one's who already know me-sort of.
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I'm am a new college student who is trying to find herself. I am extreamley emotional, and wish i wasn't.
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